Twenty years ago the NDE experiencer had
never been heard of. Many people had
been having these experiences, but no one had ever documented any ones story until, Dr. Ramon
Moody with “Life after Life”.
Most NDE experiencers will tell you that they
look at life much differently after having their experience. Nothing is the same for us, we have to
struggle with the memories and the change all alone. People think that it is a piece of cake, but
I’m here to tell you… it isn't! The
experience was the most beautiful thing I have ever had happen to me. My life afterwards, was very difficult to
live with, due to the changes that came with the experience, as well as what my
family had to go through.
For an experiencer it is something that is
held very precious to our spirit. It is
hard to explain to people the depth of love that pours over us from the other side, at every second of our lives. It’s like nothing that you have every felt in
your physical life and through my experience, that much I know for sure.
People tend to look at us differently after finding out that you have
had the experience. They treat us differently and ask all kinds of questions about what it was like. Most of us need a few years to realize just
what did take place, and the “why me?” attitude seems to haunt a lot of us
during the first two to four years preceding the NDE. Most come back with a fairly good memory of
what happened, however some of us relive it daily and remember more as we go
along in life.
Husbands, boyfriends, girlfriends, and wives
tend to fall to the way side after a few years, because it is too hard for them
to grasp what has really happened to the person they loved they feel like they
have been replaced with Spirit instead because the change is so great.
Not all NDE’rs come back with intuitive ways.
The percentage of us that have received
these gifts are few, most of us come back with a new found way of
communicating with people and the deep
desire to help man- kind. As much as we
want to help like most human beings we have are off days and that is part of
living with being different. We have
major changes in our physiological understanding as well as our psychological
perceptions, nothing is the same at all.
I love the fact that OUR creator is always close
to us all. The fact that He is always generally
right about life’s issues makes me feel good.
I notice that I was very sensitive to
people’s feelings as well as becoming very aware of how much I truly loved and
cared for people of all walks of life. Experiencers are very sensitive to people and their needs, there is an
ongoing desire to help in whatever way we can.
Organized religion had nothing to do with my
first experience. Although I did see the
Guardian he helped me grow within myself, for the change that was coming, a change that I wasn't aware of at the time.
People that have had an experience,
are not all knowing, we are just aware of the ONENESS that we shared on the
other side, which we bring back to earth with us.
I like to think of myself as being the small
change in the bottom of the purse as I like to remind people. The responsibilities of the task seems to be
over whelming at times then we have to remember, we get no more than what we
can handle and we surely receive nothing less.
As
the Guardian told me twenty years ago,
“Here you are as one, with one, to be as
one, in all ways …remember that in all ways.”
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